NoFap Day 221

Yesterday was HELL, I booked the hour with the escort and then when I went to the ATM to take out the $300 I hesitated contemplating my actions in fear of loosing everything I’ve worked hard for this far and God intervened in the heat of my temptation. The ATM stole of debit card and I lost all access to all of my money for the next five days. I finished my 43rd book; I really see the error in my ways and I just want everyone to know that once you cross that 200+ day threshold this become a whole different game. I’ve decided to keep rapping a hobby and focus on investing in my blog and becoming a fulltime blogger with Arianna Huffington as my mentor; I’m ready for school to start and I’m awaiting my financial aid which should be here by August 17th. I got laid off from my job at Brookline Ice and now i’m going to be working in the homeless shelter; I’m still focused on moving to Nantucket so for now there is a place in Dorchester that I can move into and I’m going to go for it; anything to get out of the homeless shelter…ANYTHING. I contacted Stalley and told him my situation as well (not the full extent) but I do want to work with him musically and support what he’s doing in the industry. I look at life differently now and I even am beginning to agree with some of the views of John Calvin.

  • The New Psycho-Cybernetics by Maxwell Maltz and Dan Kennedy

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